The next stages after meeting someone, finding out who they are and what they are made up of, is of course the infatuation the two of you share. Little did we know it was not just infatuation, as this feeling this pull towards one another was definitely not going to be short lived. We both came toward one another so raw, so real, so honest and ready for something we had no idea about. I think after 11 years of looking at the same face and still feeling an electric pull, a pull that makes your stomach drop and words to describe them (good and bad) race through your mind, you can't deny it is a bond you can never over look. After more than a decade of the crazy ups and downs that life throws at you and yet you find yourself recalling, every small detail of what your love was wearing the day you laid your eyes on them. I have experienced some pretty important events and deadlines before in my life, were it would have been extremely handy to be able to absorb and remember all the information like I did that day. We all know the old saying " love at first sight" and the definition of that is - falling in love with the person upon meeting him/ her for the first time. I do genuinely believe after retrieving facts, late night phone calls and cute pet names, Love at first sight is possible. After 3 weeks of online chats, over excessive text messaging and long- all night phone calls, Dylan asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes! (best decision I ever made) Little did I know he would ask the first time I see him!. Dylan invited me to an event were I would be thrown head first into a pool of judgement and feeling anxious, while he stayed cool, calm and collected, because he had all his mates around him. This was a HUGE sign, "okay I'm the out going one with the balls big enough to do this ALONE!!" I swallowed my throat! and entered the room. Music was pumping, there was almost 100 people all around our age there, I walked in late (Of course I was Fucking late!) Couldn't get your shit together one time Lauren!. I get pass the front foyer through the dark shadows and reach a row of chairs were 6 boys were all standing around. I can only see the back of his head, but God it's a great shaped head (can that even be a thing?) Of course I looked at his arse, it was also perfect. Plump, fit, round and was the right amount, he had the amount that made you want to grab it, he didn't just fall away from the waist down. Blue short jeans, rolled up twice from the bottom from what I can tell, they were new, ironed even. Grey Sneakers with purple laces, yes I thought (okay mate, bold choice) however it showed he has self confidence, not many guys wear purple. A Los Angeles Lakers Basketball jersey fell from those extremely wide shoulders, Stocky is one look this kid makes look flawless. The jersey was also new, expensive kind; thick, had all the emblems and was stitched perfectly around all the edges, though an incredible basketball team, another bold choice! (I am somewhat proud) can I even be proud? Lauren he is not yours yet, relax. I reach him and oh my oh my oh my, this kid is everything I have been dreaming of and more! Cologne the one and only thing you want to be smelling when meeting a teenage boy in his primal stage of life, and you chose well boy 😉 Then as we lean in for a hug and a kiss on the cheek to introduce ourselves there was a feeling, something I certainly hadn't felt before! oh...... It was an awakening!!
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